Life has just been suffocating. Especially here. I can't stand this town or city or state anymore. I have to get out. I'm going to end up staying here the rest of my life, and I really don't want that to happen. I found this one icon that I really liked and this is what it says.
-she looks back at the town she has known all her life. Her home. Everyone knows her. She knows everyone. She knows where to go, how to act. What to wear. But it's too small. Everyone knows everything about one another. It's exhausting. she tires of living in these confined spaces. Then one day, she leaves. She leaves and she isn't coming back. The people in her little town wonder. Wonder where she went. Wonder why she went. They find a note taped to her doorway. "I need something more. I was suffocating here."
This is how I feel all the time. I hate these people, I hate this town.Everone here is basically a replica of someone else. Either you're popular or emo. Both are pretty big genres for replication. Then there are the brains, the just plain weird kids, and then there's me and my friends. We are the loud people who don't give a shit about what everyone else's thinks. We all want to get out. We all NEED to get out. But some don't have enough money to get out. Like me. I don't have enough money to escape this hell hole they call a town.
This plce is changing me. I'm just starting not to care. I know that I need to care, and for certain people I do. It's just the others. I feel like they're so far in they don't see the rest of the world clearly, or even really care about the rest of the world. Does anyone else feel like this? or is it just me? Please post a comment if you do so that I can see that I'm not alone. Or just to see if anyone is actually reading this!
Sunday, February 22, 2009
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